let's begin to love myself over again

O.K., I'm really mad. I went to the Doctor yesterday and had my foot x-rayed and it's totally BROKEN. And I have this ugly shoe I have to wear for three weeks. With an open-toe, just in time for January. The doctor told me I'm unlucky because I have very good bone density, but very delicate bones, and I said no YOU'RE unlucky, because I'm not wearing that thing! And she said, no, then you're unlucky because your foot will probably break again. And I said no, YOU'LL probably break again! And she said to stop wasting her time, and I said no, YOU stop wasting your time! And then she left the office.

Then a new lady came in with an ugly shoe and she made me put it on. Actually, it sort of looks like something I would buy. I mean, I wear Birkenstocks, for God's sake. If this were made of suede and were by Earthshoes, then I probably would buy them. NOT IN NAVY BLUE, THOUGH! It doesn't go with anything! And they only gave me one.

WAAAAH!