Future Post Topics, or Things I am Trying to Avoid Thinking About Until They All Come to Me in Concise, Witty Paragraphs

-how everyone who sees Sylvia thinks that Tom is actually played by a male actor

-how I make a terribly un-handsome man, though I have been described in the past as a handsome woman (can you believe that shit???)

-my Steve Young watch

-how my Dad is sick, and I am worried

-how I wish I knew better what to do in situations like these, and how much I wish I was one of those people that knows exactly what people need to feel comforted

-how this is probably some kind of co-dependent tailspin

-how dismayed I am at how much I miss having a cell phone, having disdained them for years as totally unnecessary

-how I did the same thing with CD players

-how I'm not having a birthday party, after all, because I just couldn't get the soiree organized the way I wanted it to go

-how that makes me a wimp

-how, although I'm connecting, truly, with people that I love, better than I ever have in years, that the slightest effort (or even non-effort! I can't win for losing!) on my part to move to something other than friendship results in total, embarrassing failure

-how unfair that is

-how I sometimes feel like a character in a Greek myth about love or attraction or desire or something, but that it has no moral or point

-how I refuse to dwell on that

-how, in spite of the fact that I am moving to B-N in ten days, I have packed exactly NOTHING

-how I'm not scared

-how that's probably related to the head injury I suffered earlier this summer

O.K. I'll be back in about a month to explore all these topics in more depth. Ciao!